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100 Happy Days – Day 27
Beautiful walk at the lake with my dog Rose.  Nice crisp weather.

Feeling a bit stuck today.  Going online and I seem to have applied for most of the jobs already.  I’m scared to go out to places and just ask.  I can feel the anxiety creeping in when I think about it.  I am just trying not to deal with it right now. I have a bad habit of ignoring things that make me anxious and then they come and bite me later.  I really truly wish there was a way I could just not go back to work.. or just work part time.

Bit tired after sleeping on the blow up bed last night.  I’m on it again tonight.. hopefully will be better tonight.