100 Happy Days – Day 31
Watched the very first Doctor Who with my dad. Pretty cool
All day I’ve been feeling a bit down. Feeling like I screwed up in life. I’m so scared about finding a new job. I’m scared that my unemployment is going to run out. I’m just scared. Keeping it to myself, because I have no idea how to tell anyone. I’m not scared of anything specific… just feeling lost for no reason. Sigh… I really want this to stop. Yesterday was such a good day. I felt so happy playing with Rose on the playground and today its just meh. Scared and anxious. I wish there was some way to fix this. But I can’t. I have no medical insurance so I can’t even see a doctor about it. Just want to curl up under the covers and not deal with the world. I wish I was a kid again and other people could fix it for me.