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There’ll probably be a lot of drunken “woo hoos” for New Years. New Years for me tends to be a bit more thoughtful and introspective. Here are my thoughts that I’ll probably cry over and be embarrassed by later.

2014 was not exactly the best year for me – lots of unexpected changes (and changes are not exactly my forte) Deep down I want 2015 to be better, but I’m a bit afraid to hope. I don’t want to be disappointed. I often times find myself hoping for (I guess) too much. Maybe I expect too much. I don’t know.
I want to not worry all the time. I want to stop being scared. I want to look to the future and hope.

2015 is coming whether I’m ready or not – hopefully I’ll survive. (maybe even flourish)