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Feeling a bit meh lately.  It’s gotten to the point where, yes, I NEED a job.  But I am so afraid of feeling the way I did before – feeling sick when I went to bed dreading the next morning.  Sitting all day at work wanting to cry because I was so miserable.  I find myself scared when I see a voicemail on my phone.
I am afraid to call a place back, but I am also afraid that something I am comfortable with will never come along.
There were a few positions that I feel like would have fit me well, but I never got a call after the interview.  So I don’t know what I did wrong.
Maybe it’s because I’m tired, I don’t know.  Just would like to get a job that doesn’t make me miserable.
Tired of being scared of everything. Just feel like such a loser.