I am sitting here trying to gear myself up to call back a place I had applied to. I got an email yesterday about a possible interview. Logically it would be a good place – pretty close to home that (depending on time, I might be able to come home for lunch) and the job doesn’t look that stressful – it is for a receptionist.
I am scared. I like being at home. I feel like I’d miss things that happen with the dogs and cat.
I know I have to do it. I feel like I am disappointing my mom. She comes in each morning “any offers yet?” and when I’ve said no, she sighs. Yesterday she asked how long I could be okay with my savings. I know I am disappointing her. And yes I know I need a job.
The last interview I went on, I was so relieved when I didn’t get it.