100 Happy days – Day 88
(Hard one today) Pretty warm nice weather today.
Headache all day even when I take something. Hoping a good night’s sleep tonight will help that. Wondering if it’s my sinuses since I”m a bit congested too. I’ve never had a sinus headache so I’m not sure. My one side of my mouth is still bothering me… sigh. Wish I hadn’t been so scared of going to the dentist before.
I just feel sad today. I keep wishing it were years ago when I was happy and care free. Nothing in particular went wrong today, I just feel like crawling under the covers and crying. I feel like things would be find if I hadn’t been so scared of things – like my teeth wouldn’t be sensitive. I don’t know why I’m scared of doctors, but just the thought of one makes me want to throw up. Not that I could do anything now anyway with no insurance. I guess I’m just feeling sorry for myself today.
Went to see Interstellar – totally boring to me. I feel like I wasted the whole day – it’s more than 2.5 hours long! Then was stuck in a crowded resteraunt with no way out and a headache. Just want to crawl into bed and wake up as say a 15 year old and just have to worry about going to school in the morning. 😦